i'm miles from where you are

this is my first post to myself. it's high time i started writing again and i need something to let me vent. i want people to see this, but i don't want the consequences. i don't want to have to censor myself. i need some place i can vent and truly be myself. no capital letters. no formalities. no entertainment. just me.

had a long conversation with melissa tonight. sometimes i think i forget how much her and i are truly alike.

mark seems distant. i wonder what is really bothering him.